In "We, the Jury," the jurors in the Scott Peterson case tell, for the first time, what life was like at the center of this sensational murder trial. One of Scott Peterson's jurors contemplated suicide. Another joined a self-help group, desperately seeking equilibrium. Another walks along the San Francisco Bay on her lunch hours, thinking of Laci Peterson. Others are in counseling and on antidepressants. All seven who collaborated on "We, the Jury: Deciding the Scott Peterson Case" say they never will be the same because of the harrowing trial. But none regrets sending the Modesto man to death row.