I had to hold everything together for us. I just can't understand how and why things became so bad between us in our relationship. I was there through all of the bad times and when it started going good for him, he got a job that he couldn't lose; he shared it with someone else. We made a vow before God, for better and for worse. I was truly there through the worse and when it got better for him, he left and made a home with her.