This book can be read as a standalone. 

WARNING: If you want to read books 1 - 3, this description contains spoilers!

Three years after the devastating loss of Nicole Ferman, Catherine "Cat" Ramsey and João "Johnny" Abreu are shadows of their former selves, drowning in grief and whiskey on opposite sides of the world. 

Cat has become a celebrated photographer in Frankfurt, hiding her drinking habit behind a lens, capturing celebrities while dodging her past and the memory of her father's tragic death. 

Johnny, exiled to a Florida bar, serves drinks and plays wingman, haunted by Nic's suicide and the child they lost. Both are running—from pain, from love, and from each other.

When a family crisis pulls Cat back to New York, she and Johnny collide. 

But guilt over Nic's death looms like a specter, and every step toward each other feels like a betrayal. 

* Sizzling hot new adult romance. Intended for readers over 17. *