Jarryd had a problem, he had nothing to live for.
His job was a dead end, his apartment was manky, his car only barely fitted the description - congealed rust with four wheels, may have been a better epithet - and now his girlfriend of seven years had dumped him.
What else to do but kill yourself?
However, As Jarryd was to discover, killing yourself is lot damn harder than it looks.
He could have handled the failure, if it didn't cost so much money each time he failed.