The journey...Sexual fantasies come alive. Twists and turns; ups and downs. There is more to life than meets the eye and I don't know if I live to tell the tale. But it's worth a shot. The woman...I'm like every other person out there: I find myself in a constant struggle between living out my sexual fantasies and not wanting to feel regret. In the end I want to be loved and happy. Friends, family, co-workers, and even nobodies always want to try to give me advice. But I know what I want and I'm not going to lose sight of my happy ending, to hell with what other people think. I know who I am and I will always be Fallon Opal. I'm just not who everyone thinks I am. The star...To the world I'm another crazed hungry starlet: shaky romances, multi-million dollar endorsements and deals, party addictions, top news and back-stabbing friends—the never-ending topic of conversation. The public may finally be starting to see through the fog of sulfur in the air to the person underneath the fame. I'm on a journey to find myself and I'm doing it in the bluntest way possible—my way. Sometimes it feels like the world is against me but that won't stop me from the lifestyle I've always wanted. An Exotika® contemporary erotica story from Ellora's Cave from the New York Times bestselling author and star of MTV's 16 and Pregnant, and Teen Mom.