Paul, I can't do this anymore, f**ker!
Number 1 in Listopia's Hard Drinking: Alcoholism in Romance. Contemporary Romance
As the only child of an alcoholic mother, Colin got little love. Everyone in his small community knew which caused Colin to turn inward. The only thing that helps is going higher, farther and faster. He'll do anything on a dare. Paul, his only friend, tries to hold him down.
Paul brings a wife home after a business trip, and Colin finds himself in love with his friend's wife. For two years Colin hides all from Maria Elena. Paul knows because Paul knows Colin.
When an accident takes the man they both depend on, Maria chooses alcohol to kill her pain. Colin is in denial and will lose everything if he can't get her sober. But what to do about the ache he has been living with for two years?
They must make a long road trip from Alaska to Bellingham, Washington. It's a lot of miles. Anything can happen on the Cassiar Highway, the shortcut from the Alcan to the Yellowhead Highway in Canada.