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My therapist says I'm experiencing postpartum psychosis.
The problem? I'm only six months pregnant.
I don't remember getting pregnant. I don't remember moving into my mother's apartment. I don't remember breaking up with my boyfriend.
Eleanor says I asked for her help. My bank statements say I've been transferring her money for months. The doctors say memory gaps are normal.
But I found the photographs in her closet. Pictures of another baby girl. One who drowned thirty years ago while Eleanor sat nearby, reading.
My grandmother's journal told the truth: "If Eleanor wakes up, run. What happened to Lily wasn't an accident."
My grandmother spent fifteen years keeping Eleanor locked away. I thought she was being cruel.
Now I'm trapped in my mother's apartment, carrying a baby I don't remember conceiving, losing hours I can't account for.
Eleanor has four months until my due date.
I have four months to remember what happened the night I got pregnant.
Because this baby isn't mine.
It's her second chance at my dead sister, Lily.