Trying to move on with a life for which he no longer has an appetite, will Finlay manage to prepare to face a death for which he feels unready?

Finlay Carter seemingly had it all, a successful job as a surgeon, a beautiful wife and loving children: his life was everything most could hope for. But, as his own personal struggles lead him into trouble, and a catastrophic family secret comes to light, everything he thought he knew about his life is thrown up in the air and things start to fall apart.

Losing touch with his faith, questioning himself and his choices, but searching for enlightenment, Finlay starts his quest to become a Sannyasin.