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He remembered the drive that day, the specific curve of the road, the way the late afternoon sun had slanted through the windshield. He dissected every moment, every conversation, every decision, searching for the infinitesimal pivot point, the single missed cue that had led to this catastrophic conclusion. The "what ifs" were a relentless barrage, each hypothetical scenario a fresh wave of guilt washing over him. What if he'd taken a different route? What if he'd been driving slower? What if he'd insisted they stay home? Each question was a self-inflicted wound, a testament to his perceived failure to protect the people he loved most. This obsessive rumination was a trap, a labyrinth of his own making, where the walls were constructed of guilt and the air was thick with despair.
The nightmare would begin insidiously, with the faintest whisper of a sound, a familiar vibration that would build, slowly at first, then with terrifying speed. It was the hum of the engine, the low thrum of the car carrying them towards an unseen precipice. He would feel the familiar press of the seat beneath him, the faint scent of Ann's perfume, a scent that would soon be overwhelmed by the acrid stench of burnt rubber and fear. Then, the unmistakable sound, the prelude to chaos: the high-pitched shriek of tires desperately seeking purchase on asphalt, a sound that ripped through the fabric of the night and into the very marrow of his bones.
He would see it then, the blinding white of the oncoming headlights, an incandescent fury bearing down on them, an unstoppable force of destruction. It was a light that promised annihilation, a singular point of brilliance that eclipsed all else, all else except for the terror that bloomed in the eyes of those beside him. He would see Ann, her face a mask of dawning horror, her hand reaching out, not for him, but for something, someone, lost in the chaos. He could feel her fear, a cold, electric current that coursed through him, a shared terror that bound them even as the world around them disintegrated.
And Bobby. Bobby's voice, usually a booming baritone filled with laughter and bravado, would be reduced to a raw, guttural shout, a desperate, futile warning swallowed by the deafening roar of impact. The sounds that followed were not sounds he could easily articulate, even to himself. The sickening crunch of metal yielding to unimaginable force, the sharp crack of glass shattering, the violent expulsion of air from lungs that would never inhale again. Each sound was a hammer blow, reinforcing the crushing weight of his guilt, each detail etched into his mind with a clarity that mocked his attempts to forget.
He would feel the jolt, the violent lurch that sent him careening, the world spinning into a disorienting kaleidoscope of shattered glass and twisted metal. The air would fill with the suffocating, metallic tang of gasoline, a scent so potent, so pervasive, that it would linger long after he jolted awake. He would thrash in his sheets, his body locked in a desperate, silent scream, his heart hammering against his ribs as if it too were trying to escape the confines of his chest.
Then, the waking. The sudden, violent return to the stark reality of his bedroom, the faint glow of the digital clock a cruel beacon in the oppressive darkness. He would be gasping for air, his lungs burning, his throat raw, as if he had been reliving the final moments of their lives with every panicked breath. Sweat would slick his skin, plastering his hair to his forehead, the dampness a chilling testament to the sheer physical exertion of his nocturnal ordeal. The phantom smell of gasoline would still cling to the air, a ghostly reminder of...