This book is more than just the author's story - it is his voice reaching out to those who may be searching for the support he once needed. Based on true events, it explores the struggle between physical experience and medical interpretation. While science may define his condition as a disorder, the author firmly believes in the reality of what he lived through.

Through reflections on joblessness, mental health, and fatherhood, he discovered that happiness isn't found in grand achievements but in the simple joys of giving and loving - especially the moments shared with his son. His journey is one of resilience, acceptance, and moving forward, no matter how many questions life leaves unanswered.

This autobiography doesn't only recount personal struggles; it offers insight, strength, and knowledge. If it inspires even one soul to rise again, then every hardship the author faced finds its purpose.