The mind is a terrible place to live. Simon has more or less moved out, Damon is burying his rage, and me? I'm in misery, trapped in the dark hole of unrequited love. I don't know where to turn. Entire days disappear where I have no idea how much time has passed. Just when I think my brother and I are doomed to our collective pain, we work out a truce that could patch up our friendship with Simon. He comes home and it's as it always was, except now it's a little bit more. While we may push boundaries, we'll never cross the line into too much. Even though I wish we would. I still struggle with one thing. Simon might have found someone who will accept our unconventional—probably inappropriate—friendship, but what about me? Will I find someone who can accept that part of me, too? Or am I destined to be alone, with the only relationship I have the one in my mind, where it's my best friend and me, forever? This is an LGBT+ story for mature listeners.