Dear reader, I present to you my thoughts and feelings from every breakdown, break up, make up, sad day, and drunken moment I ever had. Every time being a woman felt like being at war, every time being gay felt like a crime, every moment of shame and every moment of joy, and all the other moments in-between. I present to you, everything I ever internalised, and everything I tried to hide from the world. I am done hiding, I am done being scared, being ashamed, and feeling at war with myself. This book is for me, from me.