Every morning, Jules Emerson wakes to find another piece of herself gone — her reflection pixelating, her memories slipping, her presence fading. Not from illness. Not from the world. From existence itself.

Just when all hope seems lost, a mysterious figure offers her a choice: relive five pivotal regrets from her past and change them — or vanish forever.

From a childhood friendship fractured by pride, to the dream she never pursued, to the love she pushed away out of fear — Jules is thrust back into the most painful moments of her life. But rewriting the past isn't without cost. Each change ripples into the present, threatening the fragile threads of the reality she's desperately trying to preserve.

Before I Disappear is a haunting, lyrical journey through memory, regret, and the quiet courage it takes to reclaim your life. For readers who loved The Midnight Library and The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue, Sophia Carter's novel is a stunning ode to transformation — one pixel, one moment, one choice at a time.