"I can't believe the impossible choice I have to make. My friends are counting on me, and I don't want to let them down. So I make the decision to venture up to the surface one last time, despite the dangers that lay ahead.

As I make my way through the frozen landscape, my mind is consumed with thoughts of Jax and his caravan. I hope with all my heart they make it safely. But with the harsh conditions and unpredictable weather, I know it's a long shot.

Then there's the matter of Walt. The thought of him being dead weighs heavily on me, but I can't dwell on what I don't know yet..."