What would you do if your mate and best friend caused you to lose your position in your clan because he rejected you for a fox shifter?

I would curse her and leave him heartbroken. Dying three days after her because of the curse would be so worth it if it didn't turn out she was pregnant with his child and my whole clan depended on their relationship.

Lies are keeping us hostage, and a frightening conspiracy is trying to destroy everything I hold dear. I don't know if I'd be able to unravel it and redeem myself, but I as hell am going to try. Not even the curse, my enemies or an evil demon prince are going to stop me from achieving my goal and saving my clan. I will fight until I break my bones, but at the end, when it's all said and done and I'm on my knees, would my mate come to my aid?