You never know the strength of your faith, until it is tested. When Carol Pond's life crumbled around her, she thought God had abandoned her, His perceived silence resulted in a total loss of her faith and hope and left her near suicide, until, she learned the reason God fell silent and the expectations He held for her. Sentenced to nearly four years in a Federal Prison for a crime she did not commit destroyed every belief she held true. Her young children were left in dire conditions, her life in ruins, and her Heavenly Father nowhere to be found. Written from behind the walls of a Federal Prison, Carol documented her greatest trials and the loss and anguish that led to her loss of faith and the hard fought battle to make peace with the God who had left her alone in her time of deepest need. A true story of courage, inspiration, redemption and restored faith.