Well I am not scared at least but I would tell you the most insane thing and that is 'I have reasons to believe that something is after me because I am not a religious conformist in a country that has religious conformists in very successful men and women and I have no idea who is it because I have only seen humans and mostly innocent, intelligent and hardworking humans just doing their work and practicing Islam'.I have reasons to believe that religious conformism helps for a good career in both definite and abstract manners and I reject this help because I am useful because of my education and not because of my religion.