INTRODUCTION

WELCOME TO THE THOUGHTS OF MY EARLY MORNINGS. I WROTE THIS

BOOK TO EXPRESS TO THE WORLD THAT EVEN IN THE MIND OF STRONG

WILLED, STUBBORN, TEMPERAMENTAL, ..........AND EVERY THING ELSE

THAT SEEMS NEGATIVE, TYPE OF PERSON, THERE IS ALWAYS A SOFT,

LOVING, TENDER, EMOTIONAL SIDE, TO EVEN THE TOUGHEST HUMAN

BEING.

THIS IS A VERY PERSONAL SIDE OF ME, WHICH ISN'T SHOWN TO

MANY PEOPLE, DUE TO, I HATE BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF FOR MY

GOOD SIDE, AND I GUESS YOU COULD SAY I LIKE TO BE THOUGHT OF AS

THE HARD, ROCK THAT NO ONE CAN HURT, NO MATTER WHAT! I REALLY

DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE HAVE TO SAY ABOUT ME, OR IF THEY EVEN

LIKE MY WAY OF BEING. I'D PREFER TO HAVE PEOPLE DISLIKE ME FOR

NOT UNDERSTANDING ME, RATHER THAN PEOPLE PRETENDING TO LIKE

MY CALLOUS ATTITUDE, WHEN I FEEL DEFENSIVE, TOWARDS SARCASTIC,

ARROGANT, SINGLE MINDED, UN-FOCUSED PEOPLE.

I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW THAT I AM NOT AS EXPRESSIVE AS

MOST PEOPLE. I TEND TO BACK AWAY FROM LOVE AND PAIN, IN MOST

SITUATIONS, BUT THIS DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DONÕT NEED LOVE AS

ANYONE ELSE WOULD, OR THAT I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE, AT ALL. I

SIMPLY LIKE TO KEEP MY FEELINGS TO MYSELF, AND EVALUATE WHOM I

FEEL IS WORTH MY TIME, AND LOVE. TOO MANY PEOPLE WANT SO MUCH

FROM OTHERS AND DON'T REALLY FEEL THEY NEED TO SACRIFICE AS

MUCH AS SOMEONE ELSE, FOR WHATEVER REASONS. I 'D LIKE TO

BELIEVE THAT I DO AND HAVE SACRIFICED AS MUCH AS ANYONE ELSE,

IF AND ONLY WHEN I FEEL IT IS WORTH IT. NOT EVERYONE IS WORTH

WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER. SO IF YOU FEEL YOU CAN RELATE TO THIS

FEELING, I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY EARLY MORNING THOUGHTS. SHHHHH!

THIS IS BETWEEN YOU AND I! ENJOY!