NOT THE END is a motivational book with no order in the way you read or scan the book. It is a dream incubator, hope mobilizer and quickener. If you really want to come out of that tough situation alive, then try to surf through the website of this book now and always. It is indeed not the end! your case is immaterial compare to the inspiration studded with laden dagger to stifle that situation. Never quit yet and never relent. As long as you are breathing, there is hope for you. The hope is high, in fact! Keep trusting yourself and believing in God or whatever deity you worship as long as you get strength from it. As for me, God is my own deity and he is the reason i am what he has written afore time.