Addicted To Depression

I just have to keep talking to myself
Since I can't talk to you
Pick myself up
Since my insecurities are too heavy
I keep talking to myself
Conversations about you
Girl smiling, on the outside of my rainy dreams
I still can't say, I'm in a nightmare
I'm addicted to depression
I know my sadness can be cared for.
Addicted to finally crying
Because lately, it's been too hard to do
I'm addicted to negative motivations
A reason for my isolation
Name someone that you've cared for
I bet you, they've never not had you
~ Sakari