I blame the spiked eggnog.

It's the reason for my pounding headache this morning and the astronomically bad decision I made last night.

See, I slept with my best friend, and sure, I've been in love with him for ages, but that doesn't change the fact that I just had a drunken one-night stand with the most important person in my life.

I know that we might have just messed up everything so when he wakes up, I suggest forgetting that this ever happened, but he surprises me.

He doesn't want to forget about it. Instead, he proposes that we do it again.

Just once more, he says, and like an idiot, I agree.

I only hope that once more is enough for me.