My family calls me Zeke. But the music industry refers to me as Big Z... and women everywhere know why.

Being lead guitarist for the hottest band in the world should be enough. But it's not. Nothing ever is. And I don't know why.

Money. Fame. Girls. I'm drowning in all three. But it's the sweet, spunky college girl offering up her virginity in exchange for an interview that I can't get out of my head. And I wish I knew why.

But Presley's been keeping a secret that changes everything. She becomes my lifeline. And instead of pushing her away, I should've held on tighter.

Because the whole band is on a downward spiral, out of control... and none of us knew what was coming.

Author's note: There are some difficult themes in this story. For CW information, please check this book's page on my website.